Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Not anymore

So bitter. Had to pretend we did not know each other. Do you feel good like this?
Do you prefer to surround yourself with friends all the time, but those friends are always changing and never staying?
I have something that you don't have and that is my sisters. We treasure each other and there is trust. I realized, what we have is trust, that is why we stayed together for so long, and the time that won't be together, is a day we cannot even see.

I wonder why you choose to be like this. Things were simpler and happier last time, right? I don't understand why at those times, we had to pretend not to know each other. Now I don't know what to do when you're around anymore. Would feel so uncomfortable and distrustful.

We were there for each other then, but now you just seek those people who you think bring you the kind of happiness you want. Do you think it's really happiness? When you are missing and in need, will they turn back for you? If you say yes, then just choose them over us. Why do you still come back?

Although all the memories we've ha is a lot a lot, really a lot. But I'd rather forget them and accept that those times will never happen again. If one seeks for his happiness he should just keep working towards it. Because I will understand and I will definitely be happy to see a loved one working towards his happiness and what he/she wants! Isn't that true friendship? Don't pull that person down and let him soar to greater heights. I always await the day we all succeed

It's not bitter. It's bittersweet! :-)

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