Sunday, January 27, 2013

Crash

I still keep replaying that song (on the top of my blog) hehe ^^ 

So many thoughts...

My taste is weird, I don't know why. I like to repeat a single song that I like and I can repeatedly listen to it for even more than a month.
Either younger or a bit too older. When can it be just nice? It's either schooling or working, always at a different place, different point of life. Or too far.
Messing up my first impressions...
Suddenly feel like I'm losing that strong determination I always had for my dreams. Now it seems I've lowered my dreams to a different level, a whole different level, and I feel like I'm just trying to catch up with reality, catch up with my life that is full of changes...
If you asked me back then what I wanted for my future, I think you could see the spark of determination glistening in my eyes when I told you my dream and what I would always be working towards to. But now if you ask me again, I think you can see it being misty and dull, not twinkling with determination and hope. But rather a worn out pair of eyes trying to look clearly at life.
Can I just say I want to settle down quickly and get back on my two feet, and work towards my happiness. And I know that waiting patiently the time will come.

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