How are you doing?

Are you eating well?? Are you healthy and well??
I hope you are... My major exams are coming up soon. I screwed up my prelims. It seems i've put in my all, but it seems that it's not really my all. It's not good enough. I'm going to do good and i'm going to force myself to have all those knowledge in my head. I'm going to turn into a computer of 1000GB. I'll do well to go into NAFA, although it's not needed to very well.
I'm not going to cry any more, ok? :) I remembered that time you called her up to check on me if i'm doing ok and we arranged for a sleepover so i could share my problems. I won't bath in cold water and freeze myself again and I won't torture myself any more, because i'm not going to be sad over those things any more. I'm going to do well so that wherever you are, you'll be happy that I did well.

I hope you're doing fine.... We're taking care of each other, i'm trying my best as the older sister. Kira misses you too...