Have you ever felt that no words could really express your true feelings?
It's all mixed up and merged into one little body(or big) and you don't really know what to do to make the weird, tingly feeling go away. Half of you cares about it but the other half does not, and there is actually a choice. To bother about it or not.
This isn't the time for trivial matters to affect me. Well I took a breather today while studying. It was overwhelming me that it felt so stuffy. I took a walk but nothing was solved. I only could see clearer what i've lost.
2 years ago we couldn't wait to grow up, we were so excited about our future. We would talk and dream about it. We would make some plans and we would hope. But all that's left now is reality. Cold, hard reality. Things make me think back on how I was like 2 years ago. I barely knew anyone. I only felt secure with my own circle of friends and I was satisfied. Actually I was very happy.
What happens when a random stranger kind of enters your life? He would look into your eyes each time he has the chance. What the hell?
