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Today's

Me trying to advertise KFC pepsi but xiao chang. hahaha!

Mainly siqi is the photographer so shall get the photos from her after she's uploaded them. I took the least. Shall get from carissa's too(:.

Today walked aloooot. Our plan was bugis. Ended up shop awhile at bugis then went to Fareast:D and then from fareast shopped awhile and we walked down to wheelock.Lol. Me & Carissa's feet were like damn pain. Pain until like shit liddat! Cause of our stupid shoes. Even buying new shoes didn't help :/ Fuck man!! So we bought plasters and nearly used up the whole box cause carissa kept changing the plaster. haha. I used quite a few too la.

WHY MUST THERE BE SCHOOL TMR!);

Yesterday's

The scenery was just beautiful (:

(sorry if this gets abit random, Just needed to let off steam)

Swear never to compete ever again. You can try to be at your best. But you don't have to be someone you're not. Its not worth it. People love you for the way you are. And hate you for being what you are too. Its all part of life. Cannot be changed. Why change yourself for someone? Just so people would love you? wtf? I'm not saying i'm changing actually. Its just that some shit got into my head and i guess i've learnt a lesson.

11.30pm on saturday night show called iguess. Showcased for the episode, fat girls( but not ugly girls) slim down tons of Kg just cause of relationship problems. Eh, wtf can!

 If its because you prefer to look slimmer, its acceptable.

But your boyf dump you just because you're fat?! and can't tahan you anymore? Eh, Fuck la! So they fucking slim down and take so much bitterness for one full year or months in the life? And then cont' to eat less for almost the rest of your life? control your diet? Be, not yourself?

He dump then dump la who wants him! Who wants someone that cares so much about , your fats? I really pity those girls. I know i don't know how it feels to be obese(lets give it a better word ). Even funnier, one girl she's only 70+ kg, but i don't think she's really fat at all. She's not like those angmorh that eat and sleep everyday right. She looks perfectly fine. But then when i saw her, she was damn slim. Do all this for what! Those miss singapore, beauty contests. all PLASTIC. Ew? Then they go under the hot sun too long or someplace warm their face melt one siah! Imagine that! Yuck.

What i'm trying to say is. You don't have to be someone you're not. Just be yourself. Life's for YOU to enjoy. Ya sure u can say slim down and such is enjoyment, or really? if no one really cared how you look will YOU care? heh, no right? IF you rlly cared you would've slim down waaay sooner before you even start dating or getting dumped?

We live in a veryvery judgemental and biased world. Or society. Esp in asia.

Never let someone take away your happiness. There is no such thing as someone stealing away your happiness for good.

I wish the world were a little bit more optimistic.