Breathe

I think it all ends here, our sistership.
I can tell,you don't treat me the same anymore
We're just like aquaintences now
I never lost a sister before, so this is how it feels huh.
You were my closest sister i ever had.
I wonder how you feel now, do you miss me?
Or do you never want to get back with me
In any way, i am already disheartened and confused
First sister lost, i never want this to happen again .
Now i can totally relate to the Taylor's song; Breathe.

(this song can explain everything going on now, esp bolded/underlined ones.)

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe Without you, but I have to
BreatheWithout you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe Without you, but I have to
BreatheWithout you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me,

ohI can't breathe Without you, but I have to
Breathe Without you, but I have to
Breathe Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorryI'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I know its my fault, for what i said. But i already apologised and everything.
And i thought, we swored, and said, nothing could tear us apart
Was that your empty promise?
You should apologise too you know, for making that empty promise
and then we can forget it and move on, our own paths, since it seems that is what you want