Feeling Empty

Emptiness.
cause tmr i have to see that step big girl aka dog aka (whatever shit crap words here) at dance class.
You know if i tell u the story you will totally agree with me that she deserves to be fucked upside down <: i quarel with my bestfriend, so what? We cold war, so what? She step in and 'snatch' friend,(i don't really call it snatch lah since she sortof our 'friend', and i cant think of what word,whatever)
Teacher ask me share bar with her, she buay song hand sign to my bestfriend-now-in-coldwar the 'i'm gonna die' sign, she think i cannot see, but the room is almost all filled with mirrors, bodoh! I point middle finger at her,she never saw nvm. I like, apologise to my bestfriend-now-in-coldwar liao is just that we coldwar now, after awhile sure ok. And this dog in class just extra extra. She thinks my bestfriend-now-in-coldwar thinks the same, i bet she don't. We've been sisters for 2 years plus already, more than that actually, its just that we swore our hearts later. We hid it in sand somewhere when we were younger, i still remember.
Anyway, if i wasn't so tired that day, i would've just scolded her right in front of her face. She actually have very less friends in class, or maybe none besides bestfriend-now-in-coldwar and me, cause our moms are close, we try and be nice to her. So she take this chance and stick with my bestfriendnowincoldwar lorh. __ actually i don't mind but she saying things about me right in front of me is what no human i know can forgive when i did nothing to her. Before coldwar started i always ren(endure) her, but always throw sacarstic remarks at her sometimes cause i cannot ren her sometimes. (She should be happy i never scold her right in front of her face before )
Nevermind, lets not talk about dog, lets talk something else :D Like today (:

Today was the last day. Looks like my hoping came to reality-not.
Ok, it kinda did. but not how i expected it to be. Why does it even come at the very end, anyway? Whatever.
Only cheap girls go for hongsters, btw.
Now i can just say, i am going to spend my juneholidays, single (:
I cannot believe it, this is some kind of pledge or something
pledge, LOL, remind me of today after oc, we had to sing the stupid anthem again with music and say the pledge. 1f was like, the second last class to arrive and so we sit at the corner of the hall = teachers can see us clearly what we do ==
Had no choice but to stand still and look straight like some kind of robot. whateverwhatever.
I want someone come my house ton lah ): Sibei sianzx leh liddat.
Tmr no plans summore, so i feel empty lo.
I wan someone come my house ): Mom nowadays dun let me out so easily liao __ So i dunwan waste my super limited time out when got no plans yet for tmr.
Emptyemptyempty.
all i wanted was some warm hand but tmd, i got nothing.
i got coldness, although today was also considered quite, cheery, but tmr isn't.
Whatever, lets just go by the 'i never think of the future, it just comes soon enough'. said by some angmor.
waiting for nemo aiai's post so i rmb what happened today again. Yup, dory is waiting(: